Darrin Ogletree -My Friend&My First Love(8/1/1976-1/16/2008)
BackWords....can not tell the feelings I feel. Touch..... can not comfort me in the physical way. As I look back and truly think .....I never thought I would ever hear myself say....He's ...GONE... Shawntelle...He's GONE Tell me what does my heart feel ....though I was not intimate with you my heart still feels the pain. Tell my thoughts what to think because though you were with someone's else I still thought of you. Tell me what my soul wanted ... and it was truly to be with you for a lifetime but GOD knew best and new you was only suppose to be my season for a REASON. You told me that evening after joking about the bad singing on American Idol that you would call me later, but who knew that your later would eventually be the last time. Now ...replaying these past days......Hearing the words coming from bros MOUTH ...DARRIN .... WHAT'S THE MATTER WITH DARRIN......HE'S DEAD.... HE'S GONE...... No this couldn't be I thought to myself as I felled to the floor ....I just lost my sister now "U" my Best Friend and my First Love??!! GOD knows that life is so precious and though we take for granted he knows what's best for us. So how do I feel???? How do I say???? How is it that I'm crossing this same pathway ? On 8/3/2001 you helped me through when my sister died you told me it will be okay and I told you that you were my only gift, that she left me on this earth and no matter what we will always be friends to the end. Now you were MY ELMO(that made me laugh and giggle) now you are gone away too? If I would have known that night when you told me not to be afraid that the snow was falling in Atlanta but was when the ice freezes up I should worry. I would have told you thanks for caring the way I know you have always done even though we are apart. So now I beg GOD.................................................................................... Please GOD I know you had to take him but please GOD love him a little bit more because here on earth I LOVED HIM MORE THAN WORDS, COULD HAVE SHOWN... I know you departed for a reason and now I realize how you truly GOD gave me that CHANCE that I didn't have with my sister to say and to have all the questions answered. GOD he gave me those answers that I waited 8 years for and now I can let my sweetheart, my ELMO ....REST..... cause I will always be "crazy" for you. _________________________________________________ Darrin, I love you with all my heart and I know that GOD will soon take this hurt from me. I thank you for these last 5 months, I realize you had truly change and I thought it was other factors but it was truly GOD perfect plan for you. I'm so sorry baby(that I want to be selfish and wish you back here) but GOD'S got you and he will give you all the things you wanted. If you could just do me one favor send some angels for your mom...and let them comfort her because I know she will miss you the MOST.!!! You died doing what you loved that was flying ...so fly baby ....and when my day comes we shall soon see each other again . LOVE ALWAYS.... P.S You still owe me that flight PUNK!!! I will be waiting for it :0)
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